amusing life

you know the feeling when you've decided an option then suddenly after a while you thought about your decision then you feel regret, because you can do better. im not complaining my decision but.. is it part of life? that even you don't like it, you have to go through it. yes, i think it's just life and im just being human. 

ps: christmast is just in a few days, when i was in Frankfurt i took these photos. yes that's the christmas market in Frankfurt, the houses do look cute huh? im planning to go to chrismast market in muenster this week. after the presentation. happy holiday everyone!




Frankfurt year to year

Went to Frankfurt for a project this end of November. Went to the consulat for the first time to register my passport. Stayed at Sherine's room for 2 days. Had dinner with old friend from Wismar and his GF with Sherine together~ Well, Sherine and I didn't see each other about 1,5 year, the last time I've saw her was just before my Italy Trip, I stop by in Frankfurt before I fly to Lecce from Muenchen. I'm so happy to hear her story again, updating each other with our life story.. Oh... Life is moving too fast. Too fast or im too slow for the world. 




Vienna

i was in Vienna just because to see Delugan's office for 1 hour and then consultation about our project which only take another 1 hour. for that we had to pay 1 week in Vienna. i'm not complaning about the money, but the time. im not having my fun walking in a group, am i weird? my extrovert side is not on the mood of meeting new people and i dont have motivation to do the project. fuck my decision, why i've decided to study 2 more years architecture? i need a pause. give me home, i want to go back, home.






P/A/R/I/S edition

been travelling like ghost these days. almost a week in paris, a weekend in berlin, a week in vienna. i thought i like travelling, no i didn't. i don't really have a lot of travel experience but i've realised i better like to travel alone and have a moment with my self OR you travel with your best BEST friends, which till now i have the girls that no one can replace them. ahhh.. i have this drama of missing my old friends, but i do miss them alot. if you go back to the time, the time that we've conquered chinese cities in 2010, helsinki, estonia's land, copenhaagen, groningen, not to forget berlin & hamburg. ok, enough said. 

paris is not romantic at all. i'm not going back there unless i'm going with my lover to see LC masterpiece, villa savoye. 



i never thought it would be this hectic

so.. after Paris, i'll be in Berlin. after Berlin there will be some presentations, that im still don't know how can i manage my time. after that Wien. after that presention. Frankfurt. presentation. Autumn is coming or maybe it's already here. my other side would like to spend more time with my other's half. but it's kinda impossible with my schedule and his schedule. it's always like that, you fell in love in the wrong time. trust me, you cant split your mind. so concentrate with what you're doing and do what you gotta do. some romance sometime's can be good. some new good friends are still in finding progress. i've met alot of new friends, but i do really miss my old friends. hey, im coming to Berlin this weekend!



#newshoesalwayshurt

Edisi rada cengeng: kota baru, inikah jalan gw? 

Kalo gw tetep lanjut kuliah di Wismar, gw bisa membayangkan: gw bakal duduk bareng Mel B & Nici. choosing the easiest elective course based on the nicest prof (which I've already known, mana yg Auslaenderfreundlich mana yg ngga). hafal luar dalam modul-modul nya gmn. normal life, asrama-kamar, dan tentu saja, kamarnya jg itu2 aja, mentok2 pindah yg lebih mahal dikit with the view of old town. boring.

Yang gw rasain skrg: betapa susahnya cari kamar di Ms, ralat: betapa susahnya cari kamar di kota kecil tapi rame ini. betapa susahnya cari temen yg klop (ya Tuhan, beri gw temen2 seasik temen2 gw di Wismar, yang mengerti latar belakang gw, respek dgn kepercayaan yg gw anut, yang rajin so gw keikut rajin, pls beri gw temen2 baru yang luar biasa) AMIN. well, modul apa yg gw ambil dari prof sapa, semuanya gw ambil gambling. Syukur2 Prof nya ramah murah nilai, kalo ga tolong pls ya Allah agar mereka fair menilai org. That's the challange of moving to a new city. you start it again, all new. and you know that sometimes new shoes always hurt.. 

Tomorow is my first class. I bet I'm a lil bit nervous.

Greets from Ms. 
Tya

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回家,家在哪儿?


I'm leaving Beijing tomorow. I packed my stuff. 1 huge luggage and a cabin luggage, both of them are full like always. This time maybe for a long time.. since my parents are moving back to Indonesia this year. China will always be in my heart, just like what I've said, when I left Beijing 8 years ago. Who knows, what life bring us in the next 5 years.

The good news from me is I'm temporary not homeless till October come. Yay. I'm fully charged for the new semester, new adventure in the new city. I've been officially wearing hijab for 1,5 months and never thought to take it off! Well, everybody are asking me: "why on earth you now start wearing hijab?", my decision is more like the answer about I've wrote on the previous posts. That I'm preparing something big, something that can impact me in a good way and challange me to be a better person. I'm mending my soul, renovating my behaviour, restoring my Iman. Long lasting happiness, not a regret, that's what I seek.


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Good Bye Wismar!

I'm counting my days to leave Wismar. Finally! This gonna be the most expensive move out ever. I spent like more than 100 Euro to send all the carton boxes from Wismar to.. Dortmund (because I'm homeless till I found a room in Münster, my friend is willing to keep my huge carton boxes for temporarely during my upcoming trip to China, thank you!). 

Yes, I'm going back home. I don't want to but my Mother keep asking me if I can go home and my Dad like called me in the early morning just to say "your mom wants you to go back home... so book a ticket!". His command made me cancel the trip to Spain with Arsa (so sorry!).

Speaking of trip, last week I just booked a ticket for next year in February. Me and the girls are going to Indonesiaaaaaaaa!!!!!! Jakarta-Yogyakarta-Bali-Lombok-Gili Trawangan. I never been to Bali before, I have to admit this trip gonna be super fun.

Counting days is fun. Planning a move out is even more fun. Goodbye Wismar!

Goodbye Wismar




"Don't be afraid to fail. Be afraid not to try."

Finally, i'm done with this Bachelor thingy. On time. And now im counting my days to move out from the city. Pro and Contra I've recevied since the decision has been made. From my close friends, acquintance, cousin. 

I love Wismar. They got the best facility ever for design/architecture students. Super workshop studio, free CNC Laser Cut, free 24 hours entry for studio, famous gast Professour like Jacob Van Rijs from MVRDV. But.. I've decided to leave Wismar. Why?
Because... I've been here like for 4 years. 1 year during Studienkolleg, 3 years during Bachelor study. I have enough Wismar. I would really like to have a new perspective of life, new people, new system, new adventure. Although I know that it will cost alot to move, it will be more complicated, and i will miss my friends in Wismar ALOT. And I'm kinda afraid of moving to a new place, but remember what Gala Darling say: "When people offer you opportunities that scare you, say yes: it's the very best way to grow".

Here are some graduations photos:

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>.< wish me luck..

You know what you will miss about studying in Wismar? definitly, the studio.
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This is what I feel about my Thesis Project
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Wish me luck! The presentation is on monday!

Kinderfest auf Poel

We went to Poel for a Kinderfest. There was not so many children there, which make us easier. So we don't have other competitor to compete with ;P (kalo kata org indo, masa kecil kurang bahagia hehe) We took drawing glass session (i drew for Ceci, Ceci drew for Nici, Nici drew for me.. Mel Boy doesn't want to join us, because she thought she can't draw! huh!) and then we took parfume quiz then we got a free handmade soap then we paint another thing. i paint a starfish. a mint starfish. It was a real relaxing afternoon... after all the deadline..

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ZOO

a while ago I went to Gelsenkirche. It's my second time to be in Gelsenkirche, first time was last year in Februar. when last year was for Primark, this year we're going to the zoo. i've heard that the zoo is the biggest zoo in West Germany. well, it is big but compared to what we've saw... they don't really have alot animals. but they do have good concept for a zoo.. and Giraffe is my favorite animal!

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indonesian myth say, if two people (a couple) looks similar then they are meant to be together. do we look similar? :P

Fireworks Yogurt

This is the yogurt that i've been eating during the deadline phase. You got to really try it! When you eat that, you'll feel fireworks in your mouth!

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bubble-ing

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a gravity from east side gallery

doing a project has never been so hard before. although I am just few inch close to freedom (hell first then freedom). but this lazyness controlling me as if I have 3 months time's left to finish this project (It's 11 days more!!!)

and the more tightly the plan goes, the more will i want to go to the gym. summer obsession isn't it!? mel boy and I have been planning the days after the presentation. everyday, we're gonna see baltic sea and tanning with 50spf sunblock and then 2 hours work out at the gym. we will show up on the graduation ceremony with bright colour dress and the skin will contrast us like a ganguro, with nice & sexy legs & we're gonna rock the ceremony. (because going to the beach means 2 hours bike's riding and then 2 hours gym means burning 1000 calorie).

so here my schedule:

crazy battle with lazyness

21 Jun - deadline thesis

lil bit work then beach days

02 Jul - presentation 12:30

beach days

09 Jul - graduation ceremony

beach days

14 Jul - nici's birthday party (she's gonna rent trampoline for the weekend!)

im so gonna miss Wismar.